In the last couple of months I have written a lot of stuff down, unfortunately I haven’t been able to finish more than a few of the different pieces.
It all starts off fine:
- Theme – ok
- Title – ok
- Lots of ideas – ok
- Start writing – ok
- Not happy with what I’m writing
- Questioning the subject
- Questioning why I’m even writing
I know there are a lot of things going on in my life right now, and there are many changes happening some are really big ones to me and some are extremely stressful.
My moods are also up and down at the moment, not extreme swings but enough for me to notice. Being able to concentration for any length of time has gone out the window, and my depression my physical health, are also not playing fair.
One big issue I’m having, is that my coping and distraction techniques are not working too well at the moment, such as reading, writing, photography and music. My archery does help whilst I am shooting but once I’ve finished shooting, the worries and stresses return.
I’m sure that once things settle down and I get some structure and normality back into my life things will start returning to normal.